Angel Falls

it is holy week. my sister is not here. she's in Batangas sun bathing. while here i am, stuck in our house. with gazillion things to do. with million projects to do. with so many things to do.
it's holy week and all i see is people going to the church. even to the beach.

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people are so hypocrites nowadays. sorry with my words. but i am getting sarcastic now. i even admit that i am one of those people.

i went to our school's chapel last feb, to attend ash wednesday. i was not planning to go but there i was in the crowded small chapel waiting for the priest to finally put ash in our forehead. anyway, i was really surprised to see these people crowding inside and outside the chapel. it was as if they were awaken by some force in time for the ash wednesday. and i think i am one of them.

i admit. i just go to the church on special occassion. my family just go to the church during xmas, new year, palm sunday, easter sunday etc.

so i am one of those hypocrites people that "God" should be punishing right now. why quote-unquote God? coz right now, my mind has been corrupted by philosophy already.

and why the hell do i call these people, including myself, a hypocrite? it's simple. i call myself, we call ourselves a "Christian", a "Catholic". but only in papers. only a few of us actually live the virtue of being a Christian. we are hypocrites. i think all of us are hypocrites. if someone would ask me to name people who i could call a real Christian, there would be no one that i would mention. do i know someone who really live accdg to the word of God? or is it the word of Man?
i am confused on what is really the Truth. is there really a God? or is he just a figment of man's imagination? is there really a God or did we just made him up to compensate for the lack of explanation in our life? did we made God just to have someone to blame our mistakes and mishaps in life? "kasalanan to ng diyos...ito ang gusto ng diyos e...siguro ito ang way ng diyos para parusahan tayo..."etc.

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when i was watching the news last night, i saw several people reenacting Jesus' death. Penitensya. they were willingly suffering just like what happened to Jesus. but for the sake of what? for the tourists' pleasure and entertainment? for the fact that people will see them suffering too? or is it for there own good? in what way? i mean, i don't really get it. until now i don't understand why the heck they are doing those morbid things. to repent on their sins? isn't it there are still other ways that could "repent their sins"? i mean, something that could benefit not just theirselves but also the others. that would be better than having real/reel blood on their bodies.

i think this is not the time to write this kind of stuff. but i just can't help it. im just in the mood to babble away.

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the gazillion things that i have to do (which i haven't finished doing):

* Biocol2 & Biocom2 courseware - coral reefs (deadline: March 28 and April 4)
* Intphil notes - type it!
* Intphil finals - 6 Philosophers on God (finals on March 31)
* Litera1 Premio Cruz (March 29)
* Intphil reaction paper - PNPRS (deadline: March29)
* Philhis oral defense (underemployment) - (March 30)
* Biocol2 Activity 5 - Avilon Zoo (submission: March 31)
* HTG AQUA Check collateral of documents (March 31)
* Anmath3 Quiz3 (March 31)

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Litera1 Premio Cruz. my Litera1 class S14, which consists of 18 students only, are required to perform "Marjorie" by Isagani Cruz on March 29 at WSLT. it is somehow a tribute to Isagani Cruz (he's going to retire soon.) hope our class win this. plus points if ever we win. hopefully! im finished with the blockings and all i have to think of is where the hell am i gonna get my costume?! and what about the lights that i need. and our sounds. and our props. shet! and the time given for us to rehearse is on monday night. one night only! oh no. i dont think we can pull this off...but pam and i are really hoping to win this. pinaubaya smen ng prof namen ang play nato, kelangan namin ipakita na kaya namen! harlequin ata to.

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